Saturday, August 12, 2006

sian, i received my o level chinese today. got onli B3, which is like quite bad. i want to retake, but onli got merit for oral, so how? sux lah. consult mr ang 1st lah. if onli i had work harder...

now listening to the radio abt girls putting make-up. the dj and caller is discussing how the caller like his gf to put make-up. personally, i tink girls shld put a little bit of make-up to make themselves pretty, but not to overdo it. i saw b4 some girls put such thick make-up, that to me, it instead make them look like very fake. if u put just right amt, it will greatly enhance their beauty. but not putting it is just wasting their beauty. girls should enhance their beauty and flaunt their assets if they have it. not like some friends of my who are rather pretty, but wear clothes that made them look like guys. haiz, they are wasting their youth.

tml is the last day of the sin. fireworks fest. few days ago, was listening on the radio abt how romantic it would for a girl to have her bf propose her while admiring the fireworks. i really want to ask HER out to go and watch the fireworks tml. but, i dont dare to ask her out and i noe she like someone esle. however, i did not see she and the other guy together for many days, and was very hopeful that they have broken up. but, however i tink it is more like me being blinded by love, trying to hang on to "lost hope". i quite pathetic right.

if i ever muster the courage to ask her out, i would definitely ask to be my gf. but being afraid of school gossip and losing our friendship, i tink i would nv do that. funny that she was the 1st girl that i confess my love to. yet, i nv muster the courage to further our relationship.

now, however i have rather lost hope in her. how i wish i can forget this whole thing.

how i wish there is someone out there who loves me, who can be the light of my dark world. AHHHHHH, i want to be loved and love her too.

damn it
12:05 am

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