Screw my life, just screw everything

Friday, August 10, 2007

OK, i am blogging this since someone "pester" me b4 the promos:

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

1. To take up a music course

2. promote to J2

3. more time

4. always be happy, bringing joy to others

5.

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tagged you is: Yu Han

2. Your relationship with him/her: Schoolmates since sec sch

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her: Cheerful, Playful, Friendly, Small size (haha). Cute?

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: she is always "bullying" me... but at least she and kenrick rmb my birthday and brought a present

5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you: SMALL BOY... hmph, when she is even smaller than me (haha)

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will: Always love her

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be: just being herself now is good enuff

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: Still love her... but " ma shi ai, da shi teng", so...

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: She is always "bullying" me.

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: dont noe... to "bully" her back? make her happy?

11. Your overall impression of him/her is: GOOD!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you: playful, happy-go-lucky

13. The character you love of yourself is: always try to bring joy to others, always happy

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are: lazy, not being decisive

15. The most ideal person you want to be is: ME, except maybe be slightly more musically talented

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Thank u.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
(not tagging today)

damn it
12:58 am

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

last post was quite long ago, sudden urge to post b4 sch reopen from CNY holi.

all this time at tpjc, it was ok. maybe a little too slack. made some new frens and even had rayson as classmate again. i thot i onli solo zhss at tpjc. so was quite happy that at least noe one person on 1st day of sch.

my class more girls than guys. plus most guys (3/6) from vs, guys sch, so, many like nv see girls b4, and very desperate. thus, everyday, is havoc in class abt the "love" thing.haha. rayson another culprit too. haha. dont sabo him here.

then, results for o level come. finally, something to cheer abt after working so hard for months last year. i got 11. not fantastic, but at least with 2 bonus pts, i can at least go into a good jc.

so wif my results, i chose anderson, then nanyang, then sa,cjc,tpjc. was tinking whether anderson would be boring or not. but finally, tink that since it is good jc and that is near to my house, so out it as 1st choice. even so, it not a confirm i can go in.

then valentine day come. haha. another havoc day for my class. which ended up with all the guys going for lunch together. haha wat a sian thing to do on valentine day.

then also mrs lim left zhss already. not so sure is retire or another sch. aniwae, even though i had some differences wif her once, she is a rather good teacher. somehow onli strict teachers can teach better.

then this CNY, becos of some dosmectic affairs last year, this year CNY was a rather small event this year, with very little visiting of houses. but i dont really mind as it at least give me a good long break b4 sch reopen tml.

so thats is how life has been for me this year. added wif the "once in a while" ponning of class.

gtg. bb.

damn it
11:20 pm

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

today had been raining the whole day... quite a dampener on the mood.

i just rmb i forgot to mention my job during my previous post, or did i? aiyah, forgot already. aniwae, yah, i am slowly improving and is earning abt $60 a day. quite ok lah. but quiting at the end of the week to have at least one week of rest and break b4 sch reopen. quite sad to dissapoint my superiors who were expecting me to be stay on and be promoted. haiz... nvm.

i have been posted to tampines jc. thinking back, shld not put it as 1st choice. shld have at least try nanyang. yah, some friends outside sch got same marks and got in too. haiz... appeal now lor. see can do wat later lor. actually tamp. jc is not bad but just too far.

next week will be free. will surely get some friends and watch some movies.

gtg. bb.

damn it
12:30 am

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

have been working for abt 2 weeks already. very tiring. work like 8 full days, earn onli abt $240. becos pay is commission based, and last week sales not good so that is why earn so little. want to get another job with at least fixed pay but so no far no luck. haiz... see how lah... work a few more days, if still like that, then quit lor. haiz... who got any job offer?

this post is supposed to be a long post but dont feel like typing anymore. aniwae, i finally got a new phone, K850i, at a bargain.

damn it
9:11 pm

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

this is my 2nd post after the o level.

life is quite boring now... everyday is just like staying at home playing PS2, using the computer, sleeping... it is such an irony that i had wished for such a life during the o level... but now when i have acheived it, i find it boring... haiz

i actually want to go to work. becos i tink it is like quite useless to everyday just sit at home and play games... i noe it is very fun to play games... but there will come a time when u find it quite boring to just playing games all the time... but my mother dont want me to work.. say the working world so complicated... why enter so early... haiz.. so no to working during the holi.

last week went to class chalet. quite ok lah. play a lot, have a lot of fun, drank some alcohol, learn how to play mahjong. to summarise, just lots of fun. haha. aniwae, just being wif my friends, relaxing, playing is a good way to enjoy after the o level. haha. i also learned that mahjong and bluff is quite fun. of course, some will find bluff irritating if some ppl play. haha. just joking. everything is in the name of fun.

now waiting to borrow the korean drama, goong, from my cousin. miss the entire season becos studying during the o level. actually have been watching the drama from youtube. but the screen is so small, and there is always some problem with the internet like interent connection lost such that watch the goong video always got problem. lucky my cousin have, so waiting to borrow from her. the drama quite nice lah. of course the actresses qutie cute and pretty but the main reason i watching is becos the characters is really cute and the story is really nice and touching. the music is also very touching and nice. haha.

i also watched the james bond movie alrady. quite nice lah. the weapons were cool. the main actress is qutie sexy and pretty. the fighting scenes were quite real and cool too. now want to watch to more movies but no one to accompany me. haha. who want to watch movie wif me?

i tink my life is so boring now becos maybe i wish i could spent my time time wif someone special. of course, i dont like anyone now becos bad experinces have made me not to embrace love at all now. but of course, deep down in my heart, i wish i could find someone special to care for, and love for. the feeling of loving someone and being loved by her, i tink the feeling is of unmeasureable happiness. haha. i nv been in a realtionship b4 but yet noe how the feeling is like. haha. maybe being among such friends have influence u to want to be the same too. but i noe such things are fated and maybe my time havent come yet. i just hope i will not be just an idiot and miss my opportunity when that time come. haiz... when will the time ever come.

wah, havent realised i have blog such an long entry today. gtg. bb.

damn it
12:29 am

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