Tuesday, November 28, 2006

this is my 2nd post after the o level.

life is quite boring now... everyday is just like staying at home playing PS2, using the computer, sleeping... it is such an irony that i had wished for such a life during the o level... but now when i have acheived it, i find it boring... haiz

i actually want to go to work. becos i tink it is like quite useless to everyday just sit at home and play games... i noe it is very fun to play games... but there will come a time when u find it quite boring to just playing games all the time... but my mother dont want me to work.. say the working world so complicated... why enter so early... haiz.. so no to working during the holi.

last week went to class chalet. quite ok lah. play a lot, have a lot of fun, drank some alcohol, learn how to play mahjong. to summarise, just lots of fun. haha. aniwae, just being wif my friends, relaxing, playing is a good way to enjoy after the o level. haha. i also learned that mahjong and bluff is quite fun. of course, some will find bluff irritating if some ppl play. haha. just joking. everything is in the name of fun.

now waiting to borrow the korean drama, goong, from my cousin. miss the entire season becos studying during the o level. actually have been watching the drama from youtube. but the screen is so small, and there is always some problem with the internet like interent connection lost such that watch the goong video always got problem. lucky my cousin have, so waiting to borrow from her. the drama quite nice lah. of course the actresses qutie cute and pretty but the main reason i watching is becos the characters is really cute and the story is really nice and touching. the music is also very touching and nice. haha.

i also watched the james bond movie alrady. quite nice lah. the weapons were cool. the main actress is qutie sexy and pretty. the fighting scenes were quite real and cool too. now want to watch to more movies but no one to accompany me. haha. who want to watch movie wif me?

i tink my life is so boring now becos maybe i wish i could spent my time time wif someone special. of course, i dont like anyone now becos bad experinces have made me not to embrace love at all now. but of course, deep down in my heart, i wish i could find someone special to care for, and love for. the feeling of loving someone and being loved by her, i tink the feeling is of unmeasureable happiness. haha. i nv been in a realtionship b4 but yet noe how the feeling is like. haha. maybe being among such friends have influence u to want to be the same too. but i noe such things are fated and maybe my time havent come yet. i just hope i will not be just an idiot and miss my opportunity when that time come. haiz... when will the time ever come.

wah, havent realised i have blog such an long entry today. gtg. bb.

damn it
12:29 am

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