me jerrold yeo
zhss
4e4
16+
a boy living in a complicated and competitive world
likes watching tv
playing ps2 games
surfing internet
sleeping
food as long it is not bitter nor green veggies
being lazy
learning new stuff
dreaming
dislikes hypocrites
cowards
disloyal ppl
teachers (except for some really good ones)
backstabbers
lousy results
losing
despised at
wishes
to get a score of 10 or less for my o'level
to get high distinction for NSW Maths
be stonger, mentally and physically
to be loved
to love someone again
to be always happy
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
sian, today got chem prac. almost fail lah. now must do their paper veri good or esle no A1.
phy. prac last mon. qutie ok. ss and eng, so-so.
damn sian now, dont noe wat to write.
er yah, today was at the bus stop. suddenly this ques. came to my mind. "who do u want to be with together, alone at a bus stop on a rainy day." it is something like "who u want to be with on a deserted island", except the deserted island is now a bus stop with no one esle except u 2, and u 2 are trapped down there becos of the rain. well, i wont say who i like to be wif. but if that really happen, it is like u wish the rain would forever not stop and cont. raining and the buses would forever not come to this bus stop. u just wish to be trapped with that person at there forever. kind of funny isnt it.
oh, i am planning to wear contact lenses. it is not the permanent basis, but occasionally wear basis. but must be very hygenic or esle got infection.
today, while coming home, realised that this world is not as bad as i thought it is. this old lady, alighting from the bus, saw that i dont have an umbrella and was trapped in the bus stop. she shared with me her umbrella, making me possible to get back home earlier. it was that moment, i realised there is still kindness in this world.
now raining. haiz... how i wish to just go outside and just get myself all soaked to the skin. i must sound crazy to suggest that, but it is really fun(just make sure there is no lightning).
damn it 6:34 pm
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
yeh, man utd won 5-1 to fulham. it was even better when both arsenal and liverpool were held to a draw. hope chealsea lose later on. but the season is 38-matches long, and one match means little to the final result next year. hope man u win it.
back to blogging after my unstable emo. on thurs. haiz...
i noe i shld be working hard for prelim but simply cant find the energy and determination to sit down and study. hope it will not be too late.
now doing some e-maths. i noe it is not hw to be handed up tml. but, this is the onli sub. i can sit down and concentrate and do. the others must refer notes after notes, making it very frustrating after a while. i quite pro in e-maths so dont need to refer much. haha.
tml got chem prac. last one b4 prelim. hope no other teacher will want ssp tml or esle i have to squeeze 2 ssp into 1 afternoon. blame it on missing last tues prac.
last week, my bro taught me how he write his essay. he may not be perfect but he is (i hate to admit) better than me. haiz...hope he can give me some some tips on how to write better essay. it is frigtening to noe that to get A1, my essay must get about 22.5/30. and my best was onli abt 21 in 4 years at zhss. it is really wake up time for me. hope to write one practice one and hand in to mrs singh if i got time.
aniwae, last week found 1 website. quite lame. http://www.(name).youarelame.com. fill in the brackets any name u like. see the result for yourself. it is quite funny but actually, more on the lame side. if u have nth to do, this may just let you "vent your anger" on someone.
o level oral last week. it was a nightmare. dont wish to elaborate.
i noe today post is rather long, that is becos i havent blog for many days and wont blog until maybe next week. the time may seem short compared to last time. nvm.
... i like.
damn it 11:43 pm
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
after ranting on my stupidity, lest rant other things today.
nth much except today, bear stomach pain whole day. but who cares. no one cares whether i in pain. nvm. i just feeling frustrated wif myself.
tml oral. hope can get good results. other ppl say my examiner veri "guai lan". try my best. convo shld be no prob. picture shld also be quite ok. reading must try my best.
i retaking my chinese o level. must work hard.
...the girl is the one...
damn it 12:40 am
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i give up...i feel damn tired...damn sick...irritated wif myself...for being stupid...naive...pathetic...
saw something today. lets not elaborate except for how i feel now (above mentioned).
Jerrold, start waking up. stop deluding yourself.
i will now try to grow up, forget this whole thing, and concentrate on my studies.
a couple going home together. nothing much except...
damn it 12:30 am
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
haiz, i took mc today and nv went to school. shld actually be happy, but i was like suffering so much and prelims coming, i rather not take mc. stay at home, do nothing, slack away by playing ps2. occasionally, i have to bear very acute adominal pain. at night, body also got a little bit feverish. tml also dont noe can go to sch or not. but must go. lots of things to settle.
mock prelims results come back. like shit lor. a-maths quite ok, even though still not ideal. the rest, either borderline pass or fail terribly. haiz, i veri scared for prelims. but now, at least chem. and phy. prac. quite ok, so 1st 2 papers shld not be much prob. then eng. and ss paper b4 holi. then rest of prelim after holi. eng cannot really study, ss must try to "pia". then rest, holi then "pia".
eng o level oral this thurs. i actually want to postpone becos i quite sick. but doctor insist i shld have recovered by then. haiz, try my best lor.
on a final note, good luck to all taking the eng. oral. (of course i want for myself to get top results. haha)
damn it 10:22 pm
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
cough, cough... i am having gastric flu and fever now. damn sian, dont have energy to do much things. and my face is like damn flushed up, feeling hot.
i have added a tagboard into the site. it may not have any anyone esle tagging it, but nvm. if any visitors visiting this blog, pls tag.
nth much to blog now. may post some pictures later on.
damn it 1:35 pm
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
sian, i received my o level chinese today. got onli B3, which is like quite bad. i want to retake, but onli got merit for oral, so how? sux lah. consult mr ang 1st lah. if onli i had work harder...
now listening to the radio abt girls putting make-up. the dj and caller is discussing how the caller like his gf to put make-up. personally, i tink girls shld put a little bit of make-up to make themselves pretty, but not to overdo it. i saw b4 some girls put such thick make-up, that to me, it instead make them look like very fake. if u put just right amt, it will greatly enhance their beauty. but not putting it is just wasting their beauty. girls should enhance their beauty and flaunt their assets if they have it. not like some friends of my who are rather pretty, but wear clothes that made them look like guys. haiz, they are wasting their youth.
tml is the last day of the sin. fireworks fest. few days ago, was listening on the radio abt how romantic it would for a girl to have her bf propose her while admiring the fireworks. i really want to ask HER out to go and watch the fireworks tml. but, i dont dare to ask her out and i noe she like someone esle. however, i did not see she and the other guy together for many days, and was very hopeful that they have broken up. but, however i tink it is more like me being blinded by love, trying to hang on to "lost hope". i quite pathetic right.
if i ever muster the courage to ask her out, i would definitely ask to be my gf. but being afraid of school gossip and losing our friendship, i tink i would nv do that. funny that she was the 1st girl that i confess my love to. yet, i nv muster the courage to further our relationship.
now, however i have rather lost hope in her. how i wish i can forget this whole thing.
how i wish there is someone out there who loves me, who can be the light of my dark world. AHHHHHH, i want to be loved and love her too.
damn it 12:05 am
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Happy Birthday SINGAPORE!!!! haha, i rather loyal to the country.
i noe this is my second post today, minutes after my 1st... nvm.
yesterday, went for cross country run. 1st time. damn tired but was glad i did not onli walk thru but ran thru for some parts. then came home and went out again. go j8 and walk walk, see see, drink coffee, read book, basically slacking the afternooon away.
came home and cont. to slack. haha, i rather slacker, right?
prelim coming. must work hard or esle cant go good jc. then later is o level. sian, this sec 4 marathon is like so long.
i feel like participating in project superstar but scared make a fool of myself on national tv. also, if got selected (very difficult), where got time to train wif exams coming.
gtg. see yah.
damn it 12:26 am
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haha, i suddenly feel like blogging again after so many months. i noe this blog will have no visitors. who cares. nth much to say now. bye. if anybody reading this (very unlikely), pls send me a message. (e-mail is yjerrold@hotmail.com).
